Drool on my Pillow

I was doing really well writing somewhat on the regular and then pfft.

I’ve been rather busy lately, so I’m going to give myself a break.

Aw, it’s okay Mer. The only person who cares if you haven’t written anything in a while is you.

So, I finished my 11th day of TMS earlier this afternoon. It feels like a woodpecker is going to town on the side of my head, 12 taps and then a 12 second pause. It doesn’t tickle, I’ll put it that way. But I’ve become used to it and now, it doesn’t really bother me one bit.

When the magnet sends the pulses, my left eye twitches.

I’ve started feeling a bit better already, which gives me hope that by the time I’m finished, I’ll be one of the success stories. It’s slight differences, like being a bit more focused, less of a procrastinator and having positive thoughts trickling in. Getting up in the morning is also a tad easier.

I’m not used to leaving the house every day but I am determined to see this through to the end!

You wanna know something? I’m proud of myself for a change. (Not a typo.)

Having fibromyalgia sucks as always, I ended up having a flare this past Sunday. I slept for a straight 16 hours! Monday and Tuesday, I was dragging major ass. I feel a bit better today but the pain in my legs, hips and other various trigger points have decided to pay me a visit.

If this were really me sleeping during a fibro coma, the pillow would have a puddle of drool on it.

Good old exhaustion and chronic pain. Kindly fuck off, fibro, you bastard from hell. Don’t you know that you’re mucking up my life?

My 47th birthday is in two weeks and I might be one of the few people on this languishing planet who doesn’t mind getting older. Bring it on, I say!

(I mention my birthday because I love presents.)

Please get vaccinated if you haven’t already!


I’ll attempt another update soon. Thank you for reading!


    • I think about you too! Thank you, Jackie! I’m pooped out from running back and forth but I’m hoping that it’ll be worth it. ❤


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