The Blob on the Right

It’s obvious that when I wrote my last post, I was pretty well pissed the fuck off.

I think that I’ll always feel that way when it comes to discussing my mental health with the majority of the people in my life. Hence the reason why I don’t.

It amazes me at just how ignorant some of the people that I know really are. After spending the afternoon with a couple of friends yesterday, what happened last week wasn’t even discussed. But really, what is there to say?

I’m sad. Wah.

I’m on yet another secondary medication. I don’t know why the docs insist on keeping me on Effexor but since the add-on is Lexapro (an antidepressant of a different class) and not an anti-psychotic, I was willing to give it a try. I didn’t really care for the new shrink but I’ll give her a chance.

Anyway, this isn’t much today. I’m alright. Not great, not awful. Just in the middle.

Since much of the world is hotter than a hornets asshole after eating a jar of hot peppers, I hope that you’re staying cool. I am grateful, after spending many years without it, that I now have central air.

Thank God.

I should be doing yard work today but I’d melt like a stick of butter and probably make myself sick.

I’m the blob on the right.

10 comments

  1. I Hate Heat. The cold also sucks but at least you can put on more clothes, another blanket. When it’s hot you reach a point where there’s just nothing else you can do. Nekkid in public is not a good idea.

    I’m sorry you’re struggling, I really am. Give this new doc a chance, maybe she can help. And give the meds a chance. I know it’s awful trying to find the right combo, but it’s worth it when you do.

    Stay strong sister, we can do this together. ❤

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    • Yeah. I have another mental health option if I decide to switch providers. I live in a new county now. I’ll give the current chemical cocktail a try for now.
      Yes, we can. ❤
      I'm only naked in public in dreams lol

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  2. I’m another blob right next to you. LOL Ugh, it’s hot and I hate it! Sometimes you have to warm up to people before you like them. Give the doc a second chance. I hope the new meds help. Hang in there (don’t you hate it when people say that!) hehehe…..hold on? (not much better) …..I’ll think of something…but not today, my mind is a blob too. ❤

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    • I’m hanging in there, Jackie. Funny, that’s my go-to when someone asks me how I am. ❤
      It's finally cooled off a little bit here but I still have my AC on. Screw the electric bill. LOL

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